Thursday, August 12, 2010

starting anew.

I've had blogs in the past. Used for various reasons. Letting my thoughts fly through my fingertips, not writing in my actual journal because I don't really want these certain thoughts available for my bf's eyes.

This blog, this is my freedom. It's going to set me straight. Keep me relaxed and ready for the day ahead. I know that I have a lot of built up anger and spight and resentment. I'm coming here everyday to learn a bit more about myself and understand what it is that ticks me off so I don't continue to hurt myself and the important people in my life.

Here's a little about today:

Woke up late, I've been sleeping in late a lot. Probably for the past 2 weeks. I'm not sure what it is. I guess I haven't felt very motivated. Just lazy and tired of the everyday routine. I don't want to be stuck in a rut.

In five days I'll be back to school. I'm really excited, extremely nervous, but ready to take it on. :)

I think it will help my relationship with my bf, me being busy with homework will probably help him get his own responsibilities done, or at least he'll be able to have more time without me nagging. I suppose. Also, then we'll need to make time for each other and it'll feel special. At least, this is what I'm hoping will happen.
Anyway, I have a strong feeling today will be okay. :)